FOR ONCE

For once..
She has finally accepted that she can't have you.
That no matter how hard she tries, she just can't be that special one.
She has wallowed in her love for you
She has loved you more that she loved herself
But now she has finally embraced the fact that she can't be yours.
She has defended you severally
Gone against her morals without hesitation
She has even fought for you and with you countless times
But now she has finally figured, you're never gonna look at her the way you look at Nina.
She is now brave even though she's finding it hard to trust again..
She has finally accepted that though she's an amazing beautiful queen, you'll never see her as your amazing beautiful queen. She has realized that She wants the best, not the bare minimum. Effort, not excuses. She wants to be treated like a priority, not like an option.  She wants time, not texts. She wants  to be pursued, not played. She seeks clarity, not confusion.
She is now tired of you leaving her in swamps with your sorry heads and running back  in time of your needs. She has strongly decided not to be your door mat.
So now when she talks to you, she's finally okay with the saying that ' There are just somethings you can't have no matter how hard you try, not because you didn't try enough but because its never meant for us.
To her, you are now the guy she wanted but no longer wants..
The fantasies she can never make come alive..
The dream that can never come true..
For once! Finally.., you're faded!

To everyone who is trying to move on!!.. Be strong.. Its possible! It requires great amount of strength to leave, and its good to start off your healing process early rather than hurting.. All you need is the step! Your very own  'For Once'